Friends+ = Network

12th May, saturday. Today went out to meet Dorris's friends, Haruna and Yuka. By now I realise, without knowing Dorris, I would not meet Yukiko, Maggie, Michelle, Aya, Kaori, Helme, Yuka and Haruna. And Dorris would not meet Leon, Jebaz, Guan Yu and Zu Jian. And I know Dorris because of Canbara classes, which was introduce by Daryl. Somehow, through Daryl, my network expended. For this I must say thank you Daryl. I realise from primary school, secondary school and poly, life for me is a grey affair. I'm a boring type of person when young, always dwell in books, doesn't get involve in groups, doesn't really crave or care to establish a connection with my friends, or shall I say, classmates. Looking back, I don't have any neighbourhood friends too, not like joining strangers to play football or basketball. Nor have I establish any church friends although I used to attend church every Sunday. And then computer games and mmorpgs infected my poly and 21 -22 year old life. In sort, in my pass 22 years, I never bother to reach out, see the streets, get to know more people that I should and progressing my verbal conversation skills. And if there is any regret that bore out from a mistake is this: I never keep in touch with a girl I like in church when I was 14. And now I didn't keep in touch with samuel and yashin from secondary school. All in all, committing to friends was a drain to me in the past, I keep deflecting the notion to bond with my friends. But now, it seems like something fresh is blooming , my social network, I really like it yet this feeling of giving back joy to my social 'network' doesn't seem to be happening. I need a character change in me. Oh going back to the meeting, Haruna is interesting because she studied 2-3 foreign languages, theres a certain attraction of her jovial and ease, Yuka is marvelous looking but extruding a quiet aura that makes me again,like before for Aya and Kaori, wants to strike up interesting and stimulation healthy conversations with her. Its a fun night, in a 'meet new people' way :) now its 1:09 AM May 14, Haurna and Yuka are going back to Japan, through that short meeting, somehow sparks a desire to know more of them, what a slight forlorn feeling.